Still in Confusion state????

Who am I actually.. I donno. But one thing I know is that it’s really hard for a person to transform. To change it’s not and easy things. Although we put a lot of efforts in it, we will still tend to go back to what we used before. I know it’s impossible to convert a person to a totally new person. But I just want to change a little bit. However, I still can’t. My body seem doesn’t want a change. Huh, what I must do..? What I must do to amend myself…???